musings

“Ang Tawag Ni Bes,” isang prosa na akda ni Ethan

Bawat pintig ng orasan, dib dib ko’y kumakabog, dapat na bang tuluyan Habang pinagmamasdan ko ang kalawakan, ramdam ko ang mahinang tapik ng hangin sa aking mga balikat at sin

Journal Entries

If there’s anything that I have been wrong about, it would be thinking that journaling isn’t important, and I’ll tell you why, but before I get to that I’ll

Stop telling me I’m brave for sharing my story.

When my chapbook Nowhere came out, people told me they loved my writing They loved my honesty, my raw emotion I brought relatives and friends alike to tears And I felt guilty for i

How my vulnerability saved me

I knew my insecurities more than I knew myself I treated them as old friends, welcome to stay as long as they wanted in my head I didn’t know how to handle them so I just let the

Stop Please

It sucks to be surrounded by normal people Though, I have to admit, the “normalcy” that I’ve grown accustomed to isn’t quite what most people would expect Over the year

What I think about when I think about Suicide

It may be hard to believe if you know me, but there are times when I think to myself, “if I died right now, it would not be a big deal” Obviously–I hope–it would be a big

Do anti-depressants make you fat?

Dear you, Hi, I just wanted to tell you that I haven't felt like myself recently I haven't been eating I haven't been running I've been sleeping but not feeling rested Lon

Notes on Personal Growth

When I was in kinder, I was diagnosed with ADHD I was a rowdy kid that could not get along with her classmates and teachers To be honest, the diagnosis shook me to my core, and it